It’s one thing if you want to give yourself stress and tension, but it’s an entirely different issue when you pull us into the picture. So, NO. I refuse to be accommodating about this, and I refuse to make it easy for you.
Some people just make life so difficult for everyone around them.
I can’t wait to have my own home with as little nonsense to deal with as possible.
Okay, I’m super pissed off today, and I don’t even have a reason to be. Seriously. Like effing pissed off. And no, I’m not PMS-ing. I even checked that stupid Plog app to make sure. Too much info? I don’t care. This is a rant and you have been warned.
You know what I want in life? I want to leave. I just want to pack my bags, give up this lease, quit my job and leave. I want to go to some quiet country side with fresh air, leaves, vast open spaces, sun and wind. I am so sick and tired of this claustrophobic environment, and being surrounded by general stupidity, hedonism and disgusting people who have no SENSE whatsoever that some other poor soul will have to clean up their shit after them, or that some other poor soul will have to take on their share of work because they are too fucking indifferent or lazy. You know what, go suck an EGG!
Good lord - why the hell am I in so much angst? Nothing noteworthy has even happened in the last few days. Fucking shit. I need to calm the fuck down. Fuck.
I know I’m being an ungrateful PRICK by wanting to quit my fabulous life here and the job I actually like. But really, I feel like everyone has their priorities all WRONG.
People spending more time in the office than with their families, people spending more money on designer bags and shoes and clothes than on experiences and a better lifestyle, people posting pictures and videos of their babies before they can even speak to consent or object (if there’s any sense left in humankind, it will be the latter), people letting their kids play with tablets than at the playground. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? SLAP YOURSELVES you useless, lost, souls!
AND TO FUCKING TOP IT OFF THERE IS A DRILLING SOUND COMING FROM MY CEILING. STOP RENOVATING EVERY DAMN THING. THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO NEED TO TEAR DOWN AND REBUILD AND UPGRADE OR DOWNGRADE OR RENOVATE OR FIX ANYTHING.
People are just bored, restless and have NOTHING better to do and I AM BLOODY PISSED.
Rant over, but I’m still PISSED.
I can’t believe that in exactly 1 month - I will be here.
Has it sunken in yet? I don’t think so. I just wish I would be able to get out of this massive funk that I’ve been in lately and be excited, and happy, and positive, and productive.
All this wandering soul wants to do in life is to live to be a hundred and to see the world - one street at a time.
Happy, happy day - received the prettiest postcard in the mail. It’s so me and I love it!
It’s been five months since my last run and I am craving the exhilarating feeling of endorphins rushing through my body. I have my audiometry at 3 pm and am having a quick hazelnut macchiato while waiting. Let’s hope I’m cleared for exercise and to be able to use headphones. Nervous and excited. Even bought a headband to protect my ears during my potential end-of-hiatus run this evening.
One of my favorite videos - a reminder of the simple life. I cannot wait to escape to the simplicity of Malta this summer. A week-long backpackers’ respite from the race for survival in tiny, ambitious, competitive, thriving Singapore.